1st impression and BFF... XoXo

15.02.2009..

"I am so fierce one"---->This is my sentence...
When I said it, every friends will said "wah... so scare!!!!"
Seriously, I am very fierce...
Because I seldom be fierce with my friends, then everyone not afraid of me...
I always said this sentence cause I don't wan let other to bully me, not even once chance for anyone... Except my Best friend lo... (^_^)

But, some of my friends also said that :"I know u are so fierce by yr face!!! "
Oh my God... Because of my face then can category already~~~ =.='''

I remembered when I form2 tat time, I was alone, then no one would like to sit beside me...
Then I saw one girl name Huey Yong.. she was alone, then I asked her wan to sit beside me or not...
Then, finally I made a friend... (^_^)
After mix around with her and her friends, they all cards on the table and said...
When we 1st look at u tat time, we all felt that u are very very very fierce...
So, no one dare to walk and talked to you~~~ T.T....
My heart lost a piece... Because of my mature face, then I consider in fierce category...
But, after saying that.. they continued....
After mix around for so long, then we had drop own spectacle...
Because you are so so funny, crazy and friendly....
They are now my best friends....
Huey Yong, Yan Ching, Hui Hui & Zhen Ni~~~
Friends from form 2 until now... 5 years friendship...
And I am the big sister among them.. all younger than me... then I am the one who protect them... haha... They all would share their experience and sadness with me...
I still remembered their problem one by one clearly...
Besides big sister among them, I also as a counselor for each of them...
For solving their problems~~~ BFF, ya... I love you all~~!!!

When I went into Utar that time, no one talked with me...
The 1st person in the class I know is Huey Chin...
After mix around for 2 months, she said...
When 1st time saw you, I thought u are student who also reading and quiet student ..
like students who get very very good result...
Then she also drop her spectacle, she continued by saying..
But, u are not.., HaHAHA.... U are friendly, crazy and talkative person...
SO happy that she never said I looked fierce... haha.. (^_^)

Yew... she been saying I fierce....
haha~~~ Cause she that time don't know me well...
The 1st time I know Yew is in the class, but we introduce ourselve in front of my house(1500)...
She and Har asked me for dinner, I said "Yes", but they had ordered delivery without inform me... and I had wait for them for long long time until I pass my dinner time...
Bad impression... T.T...
After knowing for long time, Yew said I looked fierce and also talkative...
She said because of my look, I looked fierce... Pity face I have... T.T
FIERCE~~~FIERCE~~~FIERCE~~~!!!!
But, after she know me longer...
She say I am friendly type person and can share experience...
haha..
she is my best friend now in UTAR...
Because of her, I never alone when getting dump by someone...
Because of her, I never take meal alone...
Because of her, I got someone to bully...
haha... wakaka... hahaha.....
Yew, friendship forever o~~~
BFF ya, I love you, Yew!!! (^_^)

The one who I appreciate, I will always remember them...
Always treat them with the true heart as will not lost anything...
If get hurt, don't give up!!!
You should thanks he or she cause U had knew his or her personality...
DO NOT treat other badly because u scare of getting hurt again...
It is not fair to other who really wan to be close with u~!!!!
I remember clearly every friends and their speciality~~~

I love all my friends...

XoXo : SKy~~~~

14.02.2009

Saturday~~~

1st time Valentine~~~ I think my dear also the same~~!! haha~~~
I went to Ipoh with him~~~ and also with his mummy present~~!!
Tat mean, we are not go out alone...
He had gave me a hand-wear circle... quite big-size!!!
When shopping tat time, I scare it will fly away... then I hold it very tie..
I don't wan lost anything that he had gave to me.. everything he gave seem important to me...
After shopping, his mummy bring me to a restaurant...
She ordered shark fin.. wah... really grand meal~~ (^_^)
Nice nice nice~~~ Thank you, aunty!!!!
Besides, my dear also drove. He fetching me and his mum...
This is the 1st time, I fetch by my bf using car~~~ (^_^)
His drive quite okay~~~
After tat, his mum went down and bought pamelons.. I think total 7 pamelons...
While she went down and buy Pamelons, dear and I take photos...
haha... nice nice nice.. I like taking photo... (^_^)

Thank you for the hand-wear u gave..
Although too big, I will still wear it...
Happy Valentine's day!!!!

Dear, I love you~~~

Happy and smile~~~

11.02.2009, Wednesday, Sunny day

I was so happy this few days although might become busy a bit ~~~
I long time didn't become so 8 already~~~ These few day... I went and read someone's blog...
His blog contains no pictures but the way he written his blog very straight forward and funny...
But one thing I really don't understand is ...Y he put his name as "I am dead man"??!!
I do like his blog although most of his blo g is about he and his girlfriend always quarrel...
I feel funny when I read it... (^_^)

This few days, I slept quite late (around 4o'clock in the mid-night)...
Very suffer~~~(T.T)~~~
I have many things wanna say, but how I start it?? I don't really know~~

My class.. After I went in Degree, I am always alone.... Mayb because of the special status...
I not afraid of alone because alone is the starting of make friends.... (^_^)
Yesterday, I with my course-mate (all guys) and planned to eat lunch together with them...
At 1st, I would like to sit together with them and eat but one thing make me change my mind...
Tat is: It is separate is better way when all guys would like to sit together and talk about anything...
So, I sit alone at another side with some girls (From Chinese Study one) that I don't know...
Sometimes have to do so although not really like tat feeling of alone cause of everyone...
Sam had told me that he had many many many Ex.. Oh no~~~ Don't really believe him by his look~~~Haha... Wakakakakakaka~~~~~~~~

2day, I ate lunch with them but I felt like y everyone like don't like talking much one??
Last time, when take lunch tat time, everyone will give their opinion about the lesson which we attending...
I LIKE TALKING!!!! So, if u had started a title, I will say as much as possible because my mouth did not filled with gold, so, why so scare of talking leh???? scare of the golds drop from yr mouth, right?? Wakaka.... you all think too much already~~~
S@m 2day passed paper and chat with me...
Although this is a childish action, it is the only way to chat with saying anything~~~HaH@~~~
During the Pengajian Malaysia class, Tan Tin Soon bully Swee Seong... Haha....
Isn't every big-sized guy also bully small-size guy???
TTS had set up an order to SS :"You MUST same group with me in the Tamil class!!!!"
Scary TTS!!! SS just sit there and without saying anything~~~ Just smile to TTS~~~~
I think he was speachless that time~~~~!!!! Pity guy~~~
Therefore, this had told us, not to bullied by a big-sized people, if not, you are the one who getting in trouble~~~
Wakakaka~~~ (^0^)

Get yr lesson lo, SS... (^_^)

COuple

08.02.2009.... Sunday....SUNNY day

Why so complicated??? As couple, why need to quarrel??
But sometimes without quarrel, u would never understand what yr partner thinking about....
Last time, when I was in Puppy Love tat time, my Ex also always quarrel with me...
As a result, I break with him and stay happier compared to last time....

Sometimes, breaking is a better way to start a new life and give chances to other...
From my experience, I had started new style of life~~~
All bad memory had deleted from my memory space... TQ for letting me away~~!!!
Now, new relation start but I feel like I had not ready at all~~~
Because of my Degree starts, I feel like have not enough time to do revision and exercise...
Sometimes, I had think something about "Breaking Freeze" because I felt like suffer.....

BF whole week did not called or sms u? This thing I really really cannot accepted...
All my friends asking the relation between He and I, but I said that we had lost connection for one whole week and it is during holiday (Chinese New Year)....
I felt like very difficult to accept this... But this is the truth~~~
DO u know how hurt am I, dear?? Do u ever think of me.. although u said u everyday went home late... How long would be taken for just one sms???!!!
My brother even asked me "u n sw break already??" .. I just keep quiet and try my best to avoid the question he asked~~~
Actually, in my dictionary... no connection mean nothing special...
Even my normal friends, they would send a sms for me to wish me happy new year~~~
Dear?? Do or send nothing~~~ I really mind about this...
Really really really~~~~

I hate that~~!!! As a couple, connection is the most important thing...
If in far distance of relation, connection between heart is important...
Do trust each other although sometimes they might lie+ing~~~
Sometimes although the distance is near, the distance between heart might also be far far away~~~~

suck

04.02.2009, Wednesday, Sunny day

2day I talked a lots with my course-mate, this make me so happy because I did not feel lonely for that moment. On the afternoon I even went out with S@M, YingRen and YeeJun.... 1st time eat lunch with them... That YingRen and YeeJun also from foundation one, they had repeated the mathematic1, that why they had late half year...

After lunch, i went back to my room and slept for one hour... Nice and sweet nap...
2day, my class just have 8 people attending the Pengajian Malaysia~~~
All of them SKIP CLASS~~~

Evening, I knew that someone said my bad words...
Mr.K is BACK~~~ His damn and Idiot action came out again~~~
He told Boo, QSan and others about the SSPN things...
I admit I said him selfish, then?? AM I really wrong???
He didn't told me about anything about PTPTN Loan and also about the SSPN things, and also the pin number things... One of these also did not inform me..Just because of I just asking for the application form...As a friend, should these things happen to your another friend??
This action is very irressponcibility at all~~~
And also I do apologize to him about I saying him selfish... Then he said to friends "If killed someone, then apologize can solve problem??"
WHAT SHOULD I DO?? SORRY already said out from my mouth... and what he wants??
I never wonder that his mouth like that..... This had help me in making a conclusion about him~~~ Never asking anything from him and also never asking for his help...
Besides, I had bought the pin number after YC inform me... Then Mr.K asked other about do I know the pin number things?! They said me know about this...
"Who told her??"Mr.K asked... "YC!!!"they answered...
After they answer these, he said "YC is such a "BEH KI", he told SKY?! Then, both also become "BEH KI"!!!"... Such a sarcastic words he used...
When I heard these, these did not hurt me... It hurting his own friend.... How can one friend said another friend's bad things?? This is NOT the true friend..
In my mind, as long as he told me what should I do for the PTPTN loan , then he is so much better than Mr.K who depend on HIS MOUTH for creating problem...
Until now, I will never change a word form my mouth...
"Mr.K, u are really a SELFISH GUY~~~" These had installed in my mind and never delete it until my mind shut down~~~

After New Year

02.02.2009, Monday, Rainy day

Yesterday I back to Kampar...
And I had started a fight with J, I kept saying he is selfish~~~
Last time I asked him to take the ptptn application form for me, but he said no form..
so, I also did not asked anything cause I thought he knew all the information already then will told me about that... But, he did not told me anything about PTPTN...
I asked him why did not told me anything, then he said ... u said wan the form only ma..
How i know u wish to know about PTPTN....(WTH)
I really felt he is so selfish, but fine already... Nothing I can do~~~

2day, I had been blocked by the Utar security guard~~~
I need to walk to campus everyday??? What a sad news... T.T
I don't wan... I parked my motor at a side, then I quickly stop a car..
And then I asked the driver whether I can took a ride to campus~~~
Really pity one, u know?? walk everyday or take bus..
Let me calculate the price of taking bus everyday: (RM0.70*2)*5=RM7.00 per week
If u told the bus for one semester or trimester : RM7.00*14=RM98.00
One year (14+14+7) : RM7.00*35=RM245.00 per year..
How expensive , u know?? If I take motor : only need 2 weeks RM5.00 (petrol)
save lots~~~ Really suffer now~~~Without motor to campus~~~T.T

2day I ate alone again~~~ Pity me again~~~
But 2day I know YunWen's housemate named MeiYoke ( BIOMed)
I planned to skip class but Swee Seong had made me cancel my plan...
I wanted to Bank and do my SSPN things.... Because I knew it yesterday only..
My friends said Impossible already.. cause the SSPN needs 2 weeks to proceed~~~
SO, I believe there are little bit late, but I still went to apply the SSPN...
2day got one new guy went into the class...Not yet know his name~~~
Guy again~~~ I need a girlfriend~~~
After Maths, S_Seong fetch me to guard house without helmet...
Haha~~~ The stupid stuff stopped him and said him... Wasting his own saliva~~~
ERM... really thank you, Swee Seong~~~ If not, I would need to walk under the hot SUn..
Tat will cause SKin Cancer~~~ T.T
After apply, everything seem calmed down to me~~~
I not that worry anymore... But, my assignments are forcing me this week..
Have to do assignment~~~ Lots to go~~~
GAMBATEH TO ME AND ALL GUYS~~~

Chinese New Year~~~

Chinese New Year of mine in this year full of gambling...
ALL cousins know this is the right time to gambling...
All asking me everyday and every night...
" what time playing??" or "What time start the "Meeting"?"....
They are Funny...
My brother, sister, cousins, and me... (everyday and every night minimum got 8 people playing)
The whole Chinese New Year really nice and fun...
I love Chinese New Year~~~

Holiday

22.1.2009... Thursday.. Sunny day

2day is the last day for week2.. cause Friday got practical but practical start after Chinese New Year~~~I went home after class finished at 5 o'clock~~~ And I will have one weeks holiday~~~

Yesterday was the 1st time I ate my lunch with my course-mate..
Felt like not bad because I talk lots then they also did not gave me the cold responding....
I ate my lunch with WeiBin, EdmundLeong and Mervyn~~~

After they finish their lunch, Edmund asked me:
"Do U always bring tisu?"
Asked me like tat, what he expecting from me??
TISU??? ANSWER???
I answered him :"you can wash yr hands there..."
Then he said:"As a girl, u should bring yr own tisu and lend others."
I answered him :"In my dictionary,my boyfriend suppose to bring the tisu for me~~~"
I think this is a good answer cause I felt like he wan embarrass me~~
T.T~~~ Felt like he so bad~~~

Anyway, I know tat time will made me understand more about my course-mate~~~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, GUYS AND ALL MY FRIENDS!!!

20.01.2009

Tuesday, 20.1.2009, Sunny day

2day, I learned binary digit ( 0 &1).
Last Tuesday, my class had choosen another class rap named Tan Tin Soon...
He is the only guy same foundation with me~~
I think my course mate chosen him because he is big size enough, so that EE will not bullied by other..... Haha~~~ (^_^)
2day, he was late for class... Then I had send a sms for him.... "101010000110101010001111101010001, wake up~~~~"
I think he might understand...
cause he is not a stupid guy~~~~

AT afternoon, Har asked me to fetch her to pay her student bill at Public Bank...
I parked my motor in front of the Public Bank...
When I came out and took my things, police came and placed  SAMAN to other car which not in the parking lots...
I think WaWa's friend might already got one~~!!!!
Adter that, I fetched Har and then we went KFC with Tat Boon...
I could not eat lots.... I just ate a burger...
I don't know!!!!

I went to jogging 2day~~~
Because of long time did not exercise, then I felt like not so comfortable~~~
I went jogging with Yew, TatBoon, ShengWang and two friends of SW...
4get what their name...
Actually, I like don't like the girls too much...
But because of Sheng Wang, I need to be patient...
And also they are Sheng Wans's friend..
Seriously say:
In the fact, every girls will surely easily get jealous with other girls with her boy friend, right??
Therefore, I had started my jealousy, but I have to swallow the jealousy and put it under the oesophagus ....
This is to maintain the relationship between he and I~~~
And I think this is the best I can do, although it is difficult because there are too many girls around him....

Honey Moon

15.1.2009, Thursday, Sunny day

2day, my class was at 11am until 1pm.... Too bad... 2day I forgot brought my pencil case.... I had 4got about that when I went to campus... Then I went back to my house to take.... Before I went back to take my pencil case, I asked Sam to borrow me. He quite friendly one, he borrow me and he had nothing to complain~~~ (^_^)


After my class, I went to SW's house. His housemate cooked for him, and he is the boss... and his housemates are willing to cook for him... Because they have free dinner... HeHe... Mayb they jusy wan to take care my dear gua~~~

Then I went dinner with my friends. After dinner, I wished to walk to wesklake, but my dar lazy.. But, he prefer cycle. Then he asked me cycle with him~~~ Then sure la, i follow him cycle. Cycle... Cycle...Cycle~~~ (^_^) Feeling HAPPY~~~Cycling is better than stay in the room, later something wrong, then die lo~~~ T.T Right, guyS?

When cycling that time, dear met his friends. Then , Brian, Shengwang and me went to Brian's house... Brian same house with Nelson. Opposite Brian's room. After that, we went back already~~~ Before enter my house, I chat with my housemate (Vivian), n ex-housemate(Polly and Ah Wen) and yew... we laugh so loud, cause long time no feel like tat ad... happy lo... (^_^)

Third day of my Course....

Wednesday, 14.1.2009, Sunny day~~~

2day was the third day of my program....
my class started at 230, Pengajian Malaysia...
the class was not interesting at all...
I scare I would sleep in the next class...
The lecture is a Melay Lady...
Talking so soft and also so fast~~~
The 1st, she already gave us assignment and said 4 in a group...
Oh My God...
Who should I same group with???
I know nobody in my class except Tan Ting SOon...
Then I am the one who take the 1st step asking other about the group division...
Actually I already asked TanTingSoon same group with me...
But, got 3 not gentle guys ( SO bad)..
Give me two other guys, I don;t know their name...
Break me and TanTingSoon...
It okay, I also don't mind anything...
I know one guy of my class 2day ( S@M)...
He is a guy who like to play PS2, i think is the hitting the beat one game...
like o2jam like tat one... Very pro in playing that...
I think I remember more than 3 guys in my class...
List: Tan Kia Chun... (Most handsome guy in the class)
Meryvnn Wong (good in playing turn block)
Edmund Leong (COurse rap's assistant)
Tan Yun Wen (Course rap)
That all, I know their name... But I can recognize their look.... (^_^)

Something Happend!!!!!
He went jogging with two girls...
And I feel really really really not comfortable with that...
I don't like the guy with those attitude...
Attitude of went out with other girls...

I HATE THIS~~~!!!

2nd day of my programme

13.1.2009, Tuesday, Rainy day

2day was the second day. 2day I was so pity...
I ate my lunch alone... But luckily got YC n his course-mate accompany...
I felt very terrible for eating alone....
The feeling: Very not nice....
2day got talked to course-mate, but i still can't remember their name...
Only can use the attitude of them to describe.

2day I realize a guy which in my class very pro in turning...
the 9*6 turning.. not suduku...
I admire his brain , he really pro...
the way he turn and also the way he match the color.
Oh My God~~~~
If u saw that, I can sure that u would also say "Oh My GOD"
2day, i found out that there should also another indian girl in my class...
But, y she did not attend the class??
Is she lost or what?? I don't know~~
The day after 2moro I would try my best to make friend with my course-mate.
I don't wan be alone any more....
The feeling really damn not nice~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1st day in Degree of Electronic Engineering

Monday, 12.1.2009, Rainy day~~

2day was the 1st day of my degree.
I went to register~~~
Oh My God... so many people...
I wonder when Utar became Pasar?!
Really crowded...
I was all time alone until I saw the 1st person (Justine)
I nearly lost and I felt scared too~~~
I reached my 1st class D220..
All course-mates attend then the total of the students is 11...
11?! already included me~~~
And I am the only girl in the class~~~
This is terrible~~~ T.T
Who should I share my class with???
I really don't know~~~

After my 1st class, I went to lunch with Yew...
I kept calling Yew because I scared to be alone~~
And the feeling: NOT NICE !!!!

When I attend my second class
the lecture is a Dr name Dr.Yeong
phone number: 0125121652
haha~~~
He said this is the last chance to understand all the maths.
I will really put effort in it~~~
No kidding from this year...
This is my future~~~ (^_^)

Over the blue moon~~~

2.1.2009, Friday, Rainny day

2day, my final result come out...
The fresh n hot result...
So scare n nervous...

Open the net, log in, click examinaation...
Result: A-, A-, A-....
I take total 3 subject and all A..
Although all also A-...
But still A, right?
hehe....

I really happy n find no word to describe my happiness....
1st time get all A....
Mayb this is shame cause 1st time get all A...
But, for me...
This is really the truth tat 1st time getting all A~~
Cards on the table to tell u all~~~

I really realy really happy~~~
I will work harder next time~~~
(^_^)...(^_^)...(^_^)...(^_^)

Happy New Year

1.1.2009, Thursday, Rainny day

This is the 1st blog of 2009...
New hopes and dreams in new year...

I hope my family always in pink health...
I hope I can handle my course in degree...
I hope I would alwys be the lucky one in everything...

Besides, my little cousin born at 1.1.1994...
I wish him Happy Birthday...
Hope his parents will unerstood him more...
And spend time with him without scolding him everytime....