Holiday

22.1.2009... Thursday.. Sunny day

2day is the last day for week2.. cause Friday got practical but practical start after Chinese New Year~~~I went home after class finished at 5 o'clock~~~ And I will have one weeks holiday~~~

Yesterday was the 1st time I ate my lunch with my course-mate..
Felt like not bad because I talk lots then they also did not gave me the cold responding....
I ate my lunch with WeiBin, EdmundLeong and Mervyn~~~

After they finish their lunch, Edmund asked me:
"Do U always bring tisu?"
Asked me like tat, what he expecting from me??
TISU??? ANSWER???
I answered him :"you can wash yr hands there..."
Then he said:"As a girl, u should bring yr own tisu and lend others."
I answered him :"In my dictionary,my boyfriend suppose to bring the tisu for me~~~"
I think this is a good answer cause I felt like he wan embarrass me~~
T.T~~~ Felt like he so bad~~~

Anyway, I know tat time will made me understand more about my course-mate~~~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, GUYS AND ALL MY FRIENDS!!!

20.01.2009

Tuesday, 20.1.2009, Sunny day

2day, I learned binary digit ( 0 &1).
Last Tuesday, my class had choosen another class rap named Tan Tin Soon...
He is the only guy same foundation with me~~
I think my course mate chosen him because he is big size enough, so that EE will not bullied by other..... Haha~~~ (^_^)
2day, he was late for class... Then I had send a sms for him.... "101010000110101010001111101010001, wake up~~~~"
I think he might understand...
cause he is not a stupid guy~~~~

AT afternoon, Har asked me to fetch her to pay her student bill at Public Bank...
I parked my motor in front of the Public Bank...
When I came out and took my things, police came and placed  SAMAN to other car which not in the parking lots...
I think WaWa's friend might already got one~~!!!!
Adter that, I fetched Har and then we went KFC with Tat Boon...
I could not eat lots.... I just ate a burger...
I don't know!!!!

I went to jogging 2day~~~
Because of long time did not exercise, then I felt like not so comfortable~~~
I went jogging with Yew, TatBoon, ShengWang and two friends of SW...
4get what their name...
Actually, I like don't like the girls too much...
But because of Sheng Wang, I need to be patient...
And also they are Sheng Wans's friend..
Seriously say:
In the fact, every girls will surely easily get jealous with other girls with her boy friend, right??
Therefore, I had started my jealousy, but I have to swallow the jealousy and put it under the oesophagus ....
This is to maintain the relationship between he and I~~~
And I think this is the best I can do, although it is difficult because there are too many girls around him....

Honey Moon

15.1.2009, Thursday, Sunny day

2day, my class was at 11am until 1pm.... Too bad... 2day I forgot brought my pencil case.... I had 4got about that when I went to campus... Then I went back to my house to take.... Before I went back to take my pencil case, I asked Sam to borrow me. He quite friendly one, he borrow me and he had nothing to complain~~~ (^_^)


After my class, I went to SW's house. His housemate cooked for him, and he is the boss... and his housemates are willing to cook for him... Because they have free dinner... HeHe... Mayb they jusy wan to take care my dear gua~~~

Then I went dinner with my friends. After dinner, I wished to walk to wesklake, but my dar lazy.. But, he prefer cycle. Then he asked me cycle with him~~~ Then sure la, i follow him cycle. Cycle... Cycle...Cycle~~~ (^_^) Feeling HAPPY~~~Cycling is better than stay in the room, later something wrong, then die lo~~~ T.T Right, guyS?

When cycling that time, dear met his friends. Then , Brian, Shengwang and me went to Brian's house... Brian same house with Nelson. Opposite Brian's room. After that, we went back already~~~ Before enter my house, I chat with my housemate (Vivian), n ex-housemate(Polly and Ah Wen) and yew... we laugh so loud, cause long time no feel like tat ad... happy lo... (^_^)

Third day of my Course....

Wednesday, 14.1.2009, Sunny day~~~

2day was the third day of my program....
my class started at 230, Pengajian Malaysia...
the class was not interesting at all...
I scare I would sleep in the next class...
The lecture is a Melay Lady...
Talking so soft and also so fast~~~
The 1st, she already gave us assignment and said 4 in a group...
Oh My God...
Who should I same group with???
I know nobody in my class except Tan Ting SOon...
Then I am the one who take the 1st step asking other about the group division...
Actually I already asked TanTingSoon same group with me...
But, got 3 not gentle guys ( SO bad)..
Give me two other guys, I don;t know their name...
Break me and TanTingSoon...
It okay, I also don't mind anything...
I know one guy of my class 2day ( S@M)...
He is a guy who like to play PS2, i think is the hitting the beat one game...
like o2jam like tat one... Very pro in playing that...
I think I remember more than 3 guys in my class...
List: Tan Kia Chun... (Most handsome guy in the class)
Meryvnn Wong (good in playing turn block)
Edmund Leong (COurse rap's assistant)
Tan Yun Wen (Course rap)
That all, I know their name... But I can recognize their look.... (^_^)

Something Happend!!!!!
He went jogging with two girls...
And I feel really really really not comfortable with that...
I don't like the guy with those attitude...
Attitude of went out with other girls...

I HATE THIS~~~!!!

2nd day of my programme

13.1.2009, Tuesday, Rainy day

2day was the second day. 2day I was so pity...
I ate my lunch alone... But luckily got YC n his course-mate accompany...
I felt very terrible for eating alone....
The feeling: Very not nice....
2day got talked to course-mate, but i still can't remember their name...
Only can use the attitude of them to describe.

2day I realize a guy which in my class very pro in turning...
the 9*6 turning.. not suduku...
I admire his brain , he really pro...
the way he turn and also the way he match the color.
Oh My God~~~~
If u saw that, I can sure that u would also say "Oh My GOD"
2day, i found out that there should also another indian girl in my class...
But, y she did not attend the class??
Is she lost or what?? I don't know~~
The day after 2moro I would try my best to make friend with my course-mate.
I don't wan be alone any more....
The feeling really damn not nice~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1st day in Degree of Electronic Engineering

Monday, 12.1.2009, Rainy day~~

2day was the 1st day of my degree.
I went to register~~~
Oh My God... so many people...
I wonder when Utar became Pasar?!
Really crowded...
I was all time alone until I saw the 1st person (Justine)
I nearly lost and I felt scared too~~~
I reached my 1st class D220..
All course-mates attend then the total of the students is 11...
11?! already included me~~~
And I am the only girl in the class~~~
This is terrible~~~ T.T
Who should I share my class with???
I really don't know~~~

After my 1st class, I went to lunch with Yew...
I kept calling Yew because I scared to be alone~~
And the feeling: NOT NICE !!!!

When I attend my second class
the lecture is a Dr name Dr.Yeong
phone number: 0125121652
haha~~~
He said this is the last chance to understand all the maths.
I will really put effort in it~~~
No kidding from this year...
This is my future~~~ (^_^)

Over the blue moon~~~

2.1.2009, Friday, Rainny day

2day, my final result come out...
The fresh n hot result...
So scare n nervous...

Open the net, log in, click examinaation...
Result: A-, A-, A-....
I take total 3 subject and all A..
Although all also A-...
But still A, right?
hehe....

I really happy n find no word to describe my happiness....
1st time get all A....
Mayb this is shame cause 1st time get all A...
But, for me...
This is really the truth tat 1st time getting all A~~
Cards on the table to tell u all~~~

I really realy really happy~~~
I will work harder next time~~~
(^_^)...(^_^)...(^_^)...(^_^)

Happy New Year

1.1.2009, Thursday, Rainny day

This is the 1st blog of 2009...
New hopes and dreams in new year...

I hope my family always in pink health...
I hope I can handle my course in degree...
I hope I would alwys be the lucky one in everything...

Besides, my little cousin born at 1.1.1994...
I wish him Happy Birthday...
Hope his parents will unerstood him more...
And spend time with him without scolding him everytime....

Merry christm@s....

25.12.2008... Thursday...Sunny day

This year christmas was the most lonely christmas for me...
No vocation, no present, no turkey and no shopping!!!

This is really a silent night...
Just like the song "Silent Night"....

It did not seem too bad for me because I got my family...
The most important is celebrate together with family...
We went to Panorama Hotel for dinner....
The dinner price is shared by us( sister, brother n me) ...
special meal for us...
I love christmas of this year...
silent and peace....

waiting...等待

SUnday, 21.12.2008, Rainy day....

I keep waiting for your reply & sms
but no reply...
我一直在等待，
但一直没有回复...
Until today already got 3 days
Finally got your reply...
到今天已有三天了
今天终于等到了....
Just a few word u said
then u off the call...
说了几句，
就关电话了....
send short message for u
U did not reply....
寄信息于你，
你并没有回复~~~
I think I just can let u busy yr things 1st
Then only will spend time to understand more about you~~~
我想我只能做的事就是让你忙你的事再联络
只能等下次或下下次再花些时间了解你吧~~~
Lastly,I wanna tell you that I miss you!!
最后，我想对喜欢的你说：“我很想你!!”
seriously very miss you, dear...
亲爱的，真的很想念你~~~

Finally...

15.12.2008, Monday, Shinny day

Finally, my daddy knows about Sw...
He say :" Y like this one, ask her study then she likes this...A guy may affect her"
I sometimes think I am too fast with him..
A guy which I knows more than 2 months then become my bf ad...
A guy which I never meet before then become my bf ad...
I sometimes I am so silly~~~~

Although some of my friends say :" sw is good...don't leave him"
But, I also have friends say:" Sw is not tat good, he always did not care about yr feeling... Leave him...."
I still with him...
I very scare...
Cause the feeling of make me wanna leave is so strong now...
Seriously I love him~~~
But, I don't know what am I to him...
His parents know about me, but they did not say anything...

I scare because of next year...
I going to Bachelors Degree of Electronic Engineering..
My result is average..
I am not that good in physics..
My friends advise me change course, but I refuse to do so..
"As you choose yr bed, u must lie on it"
It is very true...
I choose the course, so I must be continue as my choice..
Not say I so stubborn...
How would u know the result if u did not put any effort in it?!
I believe I can...
I will not let my parents down...
I will try my best to achieve the basic requirement to continue until graduate...
I will try very hard without complain...

Complain

14.12.2008, Sunday, Rainy

2day woke up late because of rainy day....
I Sleep like baby for the whole day...
I Had 4get about the Test on Wednesday...
Sweet dream appeared which I wish for everyday...

nice nice nice~~~
But, when I woke up everything just changed~~~

I had absent mind for 2day...
Not able to find the solution to get A....
Is it hard to find a way?
I always remember What other say,
but do they give me the guide way?

I hope everyone will not work in the selfish way...

2day my dear complain me in many ways...
He said I always complain him everyday...
He said I am fat at everytime and everyday...
He even asked other am I fat too...
2day he even say I am a dogg...

A dogg tat always refuse to do in what he say...
A dogg tat always did not bother what he say...
A dogg tat always fight for things which he say....
A doog tat always did not listen to what he say...

I am in sad mood when he said these...
I am dissapointed when he said these...
I get heart broken when he said these...
I get tear in my heart when he said these...

I admit sometimes I am don't wan listen to what he say...
I admit sometimes I am selfish because I care about my phone credits...
I admit sometimes I am angry but I did not say out...
I admit sometimes I am a kind of stubborn girl tat never follow order...

But, I am so mind tat my dear just say I am a dogg..
I mind about my dear always say I am fat...
I mind about my phone credit cause not my money...
I mind about what other say about me especially u ask other am I fat...
As my dear, u should always support me....

If I am fat.
You should say :"u not that fat la"/"Even other say u fat, but for me, u are perfect."
If I am stubborn.
You should say :"Darling, don't be so naughty la, if not , I will hug u tightly"
If I am care about credit.
You should say :"Darling, we should talk less cause our heart always connected one"
If I am angry.
You should say :"Darling, am I made u mad about me? Sayang back lo... Muach"

I just a normal girl, and I have nothing as my wish...
I like my dear as much I like my other thing...
I like my dear as much as my family...
I like my dear as much as the feeling become love...
I like my dear deeply, I hope he likes me deeply too...

I just wish my dear care about me...
I just wish my dear do not sarcastic me...
I just wish my dear be more mature...
I just wish my hear treat me as important as money....
I really broken heart, tear shed in my heart....

Devil back

11.12.2008, Thursday, Normal

2day I am so happy...
I Have u back to my soul, Devil...
Since February after our quarrel, we did not talk and sms each other for 10 Months.
U said I had changed in our quarrel, but seriously I did not change.
I still got miss u every moment.
I wan to tell u that after the date when we in the dark, I not dare to go dark place anymore.
This is a fear for me..
I think this is because u are not by my side.
Now, u are my brother...
Cause I had get rejected after yr 18 birthday.
Although get rejected, u still treat me very nice like saying sweet sweet words to me.
U had told me that yr gf will get easy jealous because of me, but u still wan disturb me..
U had told me that yr gf is very sensitive about me, but u still talk to me in front of her...
I am so so happy that now u are back to me to share yr things and mine too...
I like you because u always cheer me up...
Thank you, my dear devil brother...

Order~~!!!

Friday, 5.12.2008, rainy day
I was sick yesterday~~ I slept and slept and slept...
2day felt so much better...
But, something happen..
I very sad...

Cause my dear's mummy likes sending me an order - bring us jalan-jalan when we reach kampar...
She said they will reached at 19, but I probably will be at home on 19 Dec cause after final exam already....
I surely wan to spend time with my family...
They are my love one~~~
I told Sw's mummy already that I going back to hometown, then her replied me:" then who bring us to jalan-jalan when we reach Kampar?"
I don't think this is a request... I took it as order, but I rejected already..
I hope she will understand my situation.!!!
I would like to spend much of my time with family and prepare the things for Christmas together~~~


For me, Christmas is the most important season... I will very cherish every moment in Christmas...

max well hill

Monday, 1.12.2008, Rainny day~~
Yesterday, we went to Max Well Hill... For vocation and enjoy...
We went there for BBQ and steamboat... SO much to eat... (^_^)
We were very happy when reached there. Then, our destination for BBQ was up from the place we slept. So, we had changed the place to sleep to upper part, but need to walk for 10 mins.

At night, my brother.sister,SOAP n I climbed up 1st... so that, we could started the fire and wait for the other arrive. I was very scare cause DARK~~~ T.T

We start the fire for almost an hour, then other ppl finally arrive. Very noisy but helpless. They know only gambling and shake their legs for food.. Like Doggy shake their tails when they wan food. Really LAZY like hell, except my daddy cause he got help us to start the fire~~~



Finally, the fire started.




2day,we cleaned everything used. And took picture as memory...
I love my family~!!!! Muach~~~








After taking pictures, we went back....
BUT, something that unhappy happy...

That was: my daddy's brother's bag had left!!!
He get shock and needed a high cholesterol pill to control....



You see!!! NO LIE to u all~~~ :)