Complain

14.12.2008, Sunday, Rainy

2day woke up late because of rainy day....
I Sleep like baby for the whole day...
I Had 4get about the Test on Wednesday...
Sweet dream appeared which I wish for everyday...

nice nice nice~~~
But, when I woke up everything just changed~~~

I had absent mind for 2day...
Not able to find the solution to get A....
Is it hard to find a way?
I always remember What other say,
but do they give me the guide way?

I hope everyone will not work in the selfish way...

2day my dear complain me in many ways...
He said I always complain him everyday...
He said I am fat at everytime and everyday...
He even asked other am I fat too...
2day he even say I am a dogg...

A dogg tat always refuse to do in what he say...
A dogg tat always did not bother what he say...
A dogg tat always fight for things which he say....
A doog tat always did not listen to what he say...

I am in sad mood when he said these...
I am dissapointed when he said these...
I get heart broken when he said these...
I get tear in my heart when he said these...

I admit sometimes I am don't wan listen to what he say...
I admit sometimes I am selfish because I care about my phone credits...
I admit sometimes I am angry but I did not say out...
I admit sometimes I am a kind of stubborn girl tat never follow order...

But, I am so mind tat my dear just say I am a dogg..
I mind about my dear always say I am fat...
I mind about my phone credit cause not my money...
I mind about what other say about me especially u ask other am I fat...
As my dear, u should always support me....

If I am fat.
You should say :"u not that fat la"/"Even other say u fat, but for me, u are perfect."
If I am stubborn.
You should say :"Darling, don't be so naughty la, if not , I will hug u tightly"
If I am care about credit.
You should say :"Darling, we should talk less cause our heart always connected one"
If I am angry.
You should say :"Darling, am I made u mad about me? Sayang back lo... Muach"

I just a normal girl, and I have nothing as my wish...
I like my dear as much I like my other thing...
I like my dear as much as my family...
I like my dear as much as the feeling become love...
I like my dear deeply, I hope he likes me deeply too...

I just wish my dear care about me...
I just wish my dear do not sarcastic me...
I just wish my dear be more mature...
I just wish my hear treat me as important as money....
I really broken heart, tear shed in my heart....