I love you!!!

Do you know that Love word cannot say out so easily?
Do you know that Love can only be said when u sure that u love someone?
And lastly...
Do you know that after Love word be said, you should take responsibility in it?

I had think much before I say I Love you!
I had think of promises that I should give.
I had think about are u the one I should Love.
I had think about are u the one I should spend the rest my life with.

When I make decision, then it had come to a conclusion!
My "I Love You" had said when I sure about my own feeling!
And I did said to u, Swee Seong.

Do you know how long it take for saying out I Love You to U??
I had think lots....
But, finally all the things I think I accepted!!!
And I accepted every parts of u!!!
And had came to conclusion:
I love you, Swee Seong.

Test?

4.4.2009.... Saturday

2day my maths test!
I study all the chapter tat include in the test...
I understand the part and the steps of the examples in the notes.
But...
I wonder y I still don't know how to do the question that come out!
y? I think mayb I really a duffer!!!

This few days, I got think about something about changing course...
I scare I cannot do well in the EE course.
My digital electronic.
I understand what is going on and what had been taught, But I always fail in my lab experiment.
Fail= Not suitable
I seriously feel myself is useless person leh!
Maths not good, lab always fail... and no more..
But, this 2 subjects give so much pressure to me...
especially Maths, maths would continue until I graduate and until the forth year.
I seriously so scare!!!
what can I do now is.. Try my Best!!!
Although try still facing the fail, I think I would not give up until I get the final examination result!

Everyone who see this title, pls pray hard for me! I not greedy, I just wan a pass, cgpa of 2.0..

Wish

30.03.2009.。。。 Monday

I wish u happy everyday..
I with u will free of troubles... (except academic trouble ^_^)
I wish u would feel no worries with me...
N I wish u would shares everything with me
Because I always be by yr side to listen yr words~~

Too much wishes already~~
hehe.....
Although I mix with friends, I will care for u also~~
I care bcause u are someone to me~~
Someone special?! wakaka~~~~
Don't worry, ya...
And do think of me always ya... hehe~~~

After wishes, I sudden think of tear~~~

Tear?!
we should let tear do its job in other way~~~
Tear can be shed u feel the happiness too...
When u happy, u can also drop yr precious tear too.
And do remember every drop of tear is precious!!
Do not shed the precious tear for no reason and do leave it for someone u care!
Think positive!!!
Out life should full of colorful not full of tear!

(^_^)~~~(^_^)~~~(^_^)~~~(^_^)

my room.

27.03.2009.. Friday

2day I went back to hometown by TRAIN..
This is the 1st time I have journey by Train...
Feel so excited! ^_^
B4 I went went to the KTM, I had done something naughty and saw by someone!
Ah~~!!!!!! Shy lo~~~

But other had saw it also never mind, I don't care about this...
Cause I with the one I like right now!
I like him very much! ^_^

When I back to my hometown, I was so hungry, then I went and bought satays..
My daddy had arrive, but the satays I ordered still not yet okay..
Then I wait there..
My mummy went down the car and wanted to walk to the front of the KTM Taiping..
Then I shouted from the opposite side and called my mummy!!
All people looking at me and helped me to call my mummy...
hehe.. such a shy shy things~~~

I reach HOme!!!
OH mY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My room had become not my room any more!!
The mercy room?! Is that my real room?
Every time I back to my room, the only thing I wanna do is.. SLEEP!
But, every time also make me no mood sleep ad, cause of the condition...
Every time I back to my own room, sure I need to do exercise and keep my room as clean as possible...
Although little bit suffer cause I cannot rest before I clean my room, I still keep and obey my own role (CLEAN)

These all mercy things really wanna thanks to my little sister, Kar Wei!!!
I had ask daddy's permission to move her to other room and daddy had agree!
wakaka....
Mayb u would say what a bad sister am I...
I admit I little bit bad, but believe me, I would never really ask her to leave my room...
All I said is just wanna scare her from taking care of my room~~
who ask her to make my room into a dog's home!!!!
:P~~~:P~~~:P~~~:P~~~:P

open air kiss

25.03.2009... Wednesday...

Open air kiss normally take place in wedding day..
I hope mine held in the wedding too, but~~~ Gone!!!

Test!

26.03.2009.... Thursday...

Test is around the corner!!
My scary subject appears again!!
What a horrible and scary subject is that!!
Maths.... Maths... Maths...

Efforts are needed, I know!
I am trying!

Wish me good luck on the next maths test!
Next Saturday, maths test....
And is my due date too~~~
Pls.. pray for me!

TR@P~~~

Between 22 and 23/03/2009....

I get trapped!!!
Oh My GOd~~~

Although it is a trap, I still very enjoy moments of this trap...
Enjoy without thinking about the problem which might occur....
Mayb this seem so complicated...
But!!!!!!!!!
Without complicated, life is too simple!!
Because of simple, then people normally will not cherish every moments when together....

I prefer a complicated!!!
I wanted my life full of colourful....
With challenges and joys....
Without this, life is meaningless to me~~~

"Freeze!!!! If not, u will be attack!!!!!"

SWEET!!!

19.03.2009... Thursday..

Someone accompany me until so so late!!!
What a sweet sweet night it is...

Since the time liking word said out,
Since the time hugging took place,
Since the time together was imagined,
I totally cannot get myself off from u~~~~

Sometimes felt own self so duff;
sometimes felt own self so naughty;
sometimes felt own self so brave;
This is all because of u...

Thanks you for accompany me..

喜欢

17.03.2009。。。星期二

我喜欢你！！！我喜欢你！！！我喜欢你！！！我喜欢你！！！
喜欢真的要有原因的吗？？
不可能因为帅，可爱，就喜欢那人的，对吗？
不懂为什么当被问为什么时，我说不出答案。。。
可能真的没有答案吧?!
也可能我喜欢你就是喜欢你，原因一点都不重要!!!

但，如果需要个喜欢你的理由...
那我会一直找一直找....一直一直找下去~~~
过后，我就一直一直一直喜欢你下去~~~
嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻~~~（想太多了~~~）

朋友都知道我喜欢呆呆的你~~
“抱歉！！”.... 因为对朋友分享我的开心，却忽略你的感受~~~
喜欢是感觉，我不能解释我的感觉~~~
（要知道的话，就杀了我，问问我的心脏！！但，杀了我也没用因为心脏是不会讲话的。。。）

被喜欢是一种幸福！！所以，你是幸福的~~~
我只是给你幸福，却没得幸福的~~~
太傻了吧？？？!!!!
对~~~我就是那么傻~!!!!
嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻~~~~
可能我也是幸福的吧!可能...可能....可能...

无论如何~~~
我还是想说：“我喜欢你~~”

XoXo~~~

14.03.2009

14.03.2009.. Saturday

One month after Valentine's day...
Lots had changed between this one month.

2day I had done something naughty~~~
Hehe...
Feel so so so so nice~~~~

The magic flower of mine becoming taller~~
Mayb because I watered it everyday~~~
Everyday growing in healthy condition~~~
And I do hope it always in pink health for everyday~~~

(^_^)~~~(^_^)~~~(^_^)

Drop into the well...

12.03.2009...

I wan someone beside me...
I wan someone comfort me...
I wan someone let me hug....

Someone there for me, but I cannot hug!!!
Cause he not belong to me...
And I cannot be so bad!!!

2day the lecturer gave us back the maths paper...
I get very low mark in it..
I think I need to put more more more effort...
Sometimes, I really don't understand what he is teaching..
The thing I learn from foundation is totally not the same!!!
Now.. really to knock head in it already!!!

The one I waiting.. I still waiting right here, ya~~~ (^_^)

you?!

10.03.2009... Tuesday
I am Happy when with u..
I have no pretending in front of u..
I am a naughty girl...
Many naughty actions had been seen by u...
Thank you for accepting and asking me not to pretend..
Seriously, that is the real me~~!!
Naughty thinking girl~~~ :P

Actually, it is very suffer when pretending..
Need to be good...
Need to be listening to other...
Need to act like a kitten??
wakaka.. IMPOSSIBLE!!!!
Thank you for understanding o~~~

Lastly, wanna told u tat:
Brave because of u~~~
(^_^)~~(^_^)~~(^_^)


No asking me.. who is this... I will never told.... Because this is One important secret of mine

M@gic FL0W3r

7.3.2009...

The magic flower grows...
And it will become a flower soon...
But, there are something that block it...
Although I know I am kinda of silly, It just happend....
I cannot control it growing....
I already try and not flowering it, but it still always remind me to flower it at nearly the same time...

For that situation, I just let it be...
Cause I know that the more I avoid it, the more it affect u....
And cards on the table, it has affects me everyday n every time...
I happy about it too~~~
Cause I know that this magic flower might bring me happiness at the time....

(^_^ ~~~~****~~~~ ^_^)

I am back!!!!

Devil and naughty Sky is back!!!
Recover from deep worn~~~~

I seriously very naughty??? Sometimes I think like that too...
But I normally just say say without taking action...
I admit I sometimes naughty but sometimes I am very serious in certain things...

Naughty although sometimes will be hate by other, but sometime when u realize if a person who always naughty sudden become so quiet, then it probably something happen...
And u will feel that she/he become very very dull and inactive....
U might think "Is he/she sick???"

I am in naughty category...
But, sometimes still will bully by other...
Isn't it means the guy are naughtier than me??
wakakaka~~~~
Realize yrself lo~~~~ :P:P:P:P...

I love myself~!!!!!!

Time to move on~~~

1.3.2009... Sunday....

1st day of March....
Although my heart had lost pieces, I still need to move on~~~
I can't waste time and I should learn how to grow up~~~~
Yesterday was the day I drop most of my tears...
I lost u, but u always be in my memory~~!!!

Maths!!!!!! My dread!!!!
Time to catch it!!!!

All the things can be said just like a dream....
Although we face the relation seriously, sometime it just went off because of some small things...
I do cherish every moment with u...
Mayb u are too good and I am not tat good or not good enough to u...
Or mayb u really desire a better one...
DO believe me, u would be able to grow up after this relation!!!

Believe yrself cause u control yr mind, not other...
let u guide yr spirit, not yr spirit guide u!!!


Time is precious!!!!