Drop into the well...

12.03.2009...

I wan someone beside me...
I wan someone comfort me...
I wan someone let me hug....

Someone there for me, but I cannot hug!!!
Cause he not belong to me...
And I cannot be so bad!!!

2day the lecturer gave us back the maths paper...
I get very low mark in it..
I think I need to put more more more effort...
Sometimes, I really don't understand what he is teaching..
The thing I learn from foundation is totally not the same!!!
Now.. really to knock head in it already!!!

The one I waiting.. I still waiting right here, ya~~~ (^_^)

you?!

10.03.2009... Tuesday
I am Happy when with u..
I have no pretending in front of u..
I am a naughty girl...
Many naughty actions had been seen by u...
Thank you for accepting and asking me not to pretend..
Seriously, that is the real me~~!!
Naughty thinking girl~~~ :P

Actually, it is very suffer when pretending..
Need to be good...
Need to be listening to other...
Need to act like a kitten??
wakaka.. IMPOSSIBLE!!!!
Thank you for understanding o~~~

Lastly, wanna told u tat:
Brave because of u~~~
(^_^)~~(^_^)~~(^_^)


No asking me.. who is this... I will never told.... Because this is One important secret of mine

M@gic FL0W3r

7.3.2009...

The magic flower grows...
And it will become a flower soon...
But, there are something that block it...
Although I know I am kinda of silly, It just happend....
I cannot control it growing....
I already try and not flowering it, but it still always remind me to flower it at nearly the same time...

For that situation, I just let it be...
Cause I know that the more I avoid it, the more it affect u....
And cards on the table, it has affects me everyday n every time...
I happy about it too~~~
Cause I know that this magic flower might bring me happiness at the time....

(^_^ ~~~~****~~~~ ^_^)

I am back!!!!

Devil and naughty Sky is back!!!
Recover from deep worn~~~~

I seriously very naughty??? Sometimes I think like that too...
But I normally just say say without taking action...
I admit I sometimes naughty but sometimes I am very serious in certain things...

Naughty although sometimes will be hate by other, but sometime when u realize if a person who always naughty sudden become so quiet, then it probably something happen...
And u will feel that she/he become very very dull and inactive....
U might think "Is he/she sick???"

I am in naughty category...
But, sometimes still will bully by other...
Isn't it means the guy are naughtier than me??
wakakaka~~~~
Realize yrself lo~~~~ :P:P:P:P...

I love myself~!!!!!!

Time to move on~~~

1.3.2009... Sunday....

1st day of March....
Although my heart had lost pieces, I still need to move on~~~
I can't waste time and I should learn how to grow up~~~~
Yesterday was the day I drop most of my tears...
I lost u, but u always be in my memory~~!!!

Maths!!!!!! My dread!!!!
Time to catch it!!!!

All the things can be said just like a dream....
Although we face the relation seriously, sometime it just went off because of some small things...
I do cherish every moment with u...
Mayb u are too good and I am not tat good or not good enough to u...
Or mayb u really desire a better one...
DO believe me, u would be able to grow up after this relation!!!

Believe yrself cause u control yr mind, not other...
let u guide yr spirit, not yr spirit guide u!!!


Time is precious!!!!

Tears

28.02.2009

Promise

26.02.2009...Thursday..

Because of promise u had made, then u need to follow for yr rest of life???
I had made many promises...
In the same time, I had also break so much of promises..
I felt that I was very stupid that make so much promises..
I cannot obey it~~~

When breaking those promises, one will felt disappointed or hurt...
That y y should we made promises???
If u never make any promises, then u would never break it~~~~
Never break it mean u will always be in the good good status...
without saying by other.. "this guy or girl like to break promise one~~~"
It save yr reputation too...
RIGHT?????

Therefore, one should try and avoid making any promises....
Me too.....
I will try and avoid any promises which might affect me...
Prevention better than cure....
Later the problem cannot cure, then mean game over between something and something...
It might affect me and other...
For both also not good...

THINK B4 U MAKE ANY DECISION~~!!!!!

what can I do??

26.02.2009...

Hush please~~~
No asking me y and wat happen....
I don't know how to explain...
I just cannot control it...
What can I do???

Before it too late... Pls don't care about me...
I have no idea on myself~~!!!!

I felt very inferiority..
Everyone in my class seem very pro in maths, But I...
I understand some oli...
understand did not mean u can do the question...
I facing problem in maths..
Next week, math test....
I don't wan to be lowest is the classs..
I miss Huey chin... cause she would teach me difficult maths...
T.T.....

HELP~~~~HELP~~~HELP~~~~

nothing~~~

25.02.2009... Wednesday...

I have many title in my mind about what to write in my blog...
But, I just can't write out all....
I don't know what went wrong in my mind...
I feel like very uncomfortable...
I hate something that had happened!!!!
It is too much...
I don't know how to express my pressure feeling~~!!!
Damn it.. Damn all the words YOU say~~~
Yr words SUCK!!! damn it ... damn it... damn it..
I would like to complain many things more...
But here I stopped..

..... to be continue~~~

knock knock knock...

23.02.2009...Monday...

I had lost my key of my heart...
I had lost it at somewhere out there...
I had lost it and impossible to break it..
I had lost it and hard to find it back....

My heart is growing something special....
If not under control, it might become a magic flower someday...
A magic flower which make me cruel in making some discussion.
A magic flower which make me become gentle in everything...

Do u know how cruel when u say something tat hurt others' feeling?
I am not mean enough to do or decide something~~~
I hate myself by being someone who can't control myself..
Someone please knock me and wake me up..
Please knock knock head....
And knock knock my door of the heart..
Or please find me another key of my heart~~!!!

Knock Knock Knock..~~~~

New phone

21.02.2009.... Saturday...

I feel over the blue moon...
My mummy had bought a new phone for me...
But later when I got money tat time, I will pay back my mummy...

My phone model is E71... hehe....
I will cherish one~~~
MUMMY, THANK YOU VERY MUCH~~!!!
MUACH~~~~~

my brother

21.02.2009... Saturday....

My brother get sickness... He get one sickness call "quiet disease"
He did not speak to anyone else in the family... the whole person become really suck....
Where is my dear brother went??? really feel sad...

Anyone can help in finding my brother back??
I had drop my precious tear because of this...
y? y become like tat??
I hope he would tell me everything, but his mouth had filled with gold...
I would spend all my time to him if he willing to tell everything to me....

No mood~~~

19.02.2009... Thursday....

2day got lab experiment...
I fail it... I understand all the things, but my partner~~~
He say "Let me do it... I draw out the plan one"
As he say so, then I just helping him to take the wire and tell him where should place the wire...
But he say.. you sit there quiet and quiet!!!
I don't like his attitude.. then when something wrong, he say.... "What u had done??"
I did nothing!!!
Then everyone seem done in their circuit, they went out and wan eat lunch...
Then my partner say:" You continue la.. I go eat lunch!!!"
He is too much la~~~!!!! He thought he is the oli one who are hungry???
I am hungry too!!! And I did not take my breakfast too~~~
Finally, he sat down and do for another short moment.. But something still went wrong!!!
He just very good in saying thing la.. say say say but do?? no no no...
After lunch, we went to the lab again to continue the rest...
Still cannot be done... He skipped the math lecture and sat in the lab to continue...
BUT~~~ He failed it again.. he say "I don't know wat went wrong..."
He asked me to place the IC and wire, then I place it..
But, the light cannot light one.. then He say..."Aiyo...let u do, not even a light been lighted..."
Blaming me leh~~ He is very pandai!!! Haih...
I so angry but cannot say anything cause the light just did not lighted...
I have no mood in anything liao!~~!!!
Pls pray for me so that I will succeed my design 2moro~!!!! Pls Pls Pls~~~
And I really wanna cry already cause everyone is done except me...
Fail already~~~ How how how??
Pls pray hard for me!!!

T.T

17.02.2009... Tuesday...

I felt like I am so troublesome lo...
I know that every time he wan enter westlake also need a pass, but I still ask him to fetch me...
I felt guilty and feel that I am bad!!!!
Wuwuwu...

At night, Vivian say I fat liao....
Oh My God...
I wan OD liao~~~~
Seriously wan od liao...
I wan... I wan... I wan!!!!
If not, I will die in horror~~!!!!
T.T~~~~T.T~~~~T.T

Appreciate

16.02.2009.... Monday...
Thank you very much, SS...
I will appreciate it~~~