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I D K

I D K = I don't know

I seriously don't know what I doing or what should I do..

The study life so boring!!!

We learn and we apply~~~

What is the benefit???

Earn more money????

Sometimes, I really don't know what I interest in~~

It's too late to realize....

If i got chance to re+ choose...

I think I will choose something not so electronic ~~~

I am so not good in designing or installing...

I hate to find out what is the latest stuff....

I hate to calculate!!!

I hate I hate~~~~

where and what is my future??
I seriously don't know~~~
So lazy to know~~~

want to know about this stuff, this formula, this method, this person n bla bla bla~~~

I also don't know y choose this!!!

My daddy ask me so??

Maybe... so pressure!!!

I hate !!! I hate !!! I HATE!!!!!

Hospital AGAIN

Remember I wrote about the my daddy entered hospital on 7.11.2010?

This is because he got food poisoning

I do not know what had he ate

But until now, he still not completely well

On the second day, 8.11.2010 Grandma entered hospital AGAIN

This time is serious case

She vomit blood because her stomach had broken

she had over-hungry and cause stomach bleeding and finally break

She entered the hospital immediately

And she had her operation done at 2am on the 9.11.2010

Luckily there are no life danger

If not, my heart surely will cannot support the pain

Hope my dearest grandma woke up as soon as possible

and recover as soon as possible also

Hospital

Why I write about Hospital?

This is because

my mummy visited the hospital on 20.6.2010

my grandma visited the hospital on 25.10.2010

and my daddy visited the hospital on 7.11.2010

My mummy entered hospital because got bang by a motor..

Luckily there were no coming lorry or car from the back~~

thank God!!!!

She take two months to recover...

My grandma entered hospital because she having high blood pressure..

She got fever then she only ate the fever medicine and had ignore the high blood medicine~~

She entered the hospital and take in 7 packs of glucose.. :)

She keep on felt sleepy until today~~

*NOTE:High blood people never stop taking the medicine until doctor allow!!!

My daddy entered hospital because he had difficulty to breath

He was healthy during th afternoon but don't know what reason, he just vomit n stomachache~

He suffered and finally cause difficulty to breath~~~

My mummy called the hospital emergency, but they refuse to bring my daddy to hospital~~~

I think if this really cause death, I will sue...

I do whatever I can to sue the damn hospital~~~

Luckily, my mummy was there to help my daddy and fetched him to the hospital~~!!!

And my daddy entered hospital and take in 2 packs of glucose~~

Thank GOD, everyone is safe~~~

God bless all my beloved~~~

God have mercy~~

Me~~~

This is me recently ~~~
I become fatter and fatter~~
I don't know what is the reason~~
I just grow fatter and fatter~~

I hope I can get thinner In next half year
I hope I can get good result In next more than one month

I hope my grandma get healthier In tomorrow time

I hope My Hopes come true In next hour

Healthy ever After~~~

It is okay to be poor, the most important is our health condition

MP4

I been attracted by this MP4... especially the pink colour one~~~

I fall in love with its pattern~~

I think I going to buy one pink colour 8gb soon~~~

Need to collect money to pay the bill~~~~

Yeah~~~ Yeah ~~~ Yeah~~~

Cho1c3

"As u choose yr bed , u must lie on it"

What This mean??

Did u read "The road NOT taken" before ?

The choice u made is the bed or the road u choose.

Many People regret on what they had choose

Many people suffer from the choice they made

In the opposite, many people are happy on their choice

Why are they suffer, they regret and why they happy??

Since u made yr choice, there are no way to go back

It took decade years to move on from the way u choose

If wan return to start, it took another decade years

Why should waste time to return??

There are no free meal at anywhere

If u work hard to get money, u will free from hunger

If u just wait for someone gift u free meal, u will die because of hunger

Simple theory~~~

Difficulty is meant to be solved

There are no die way but wrong way when solve any difficulties

Think of other possible ways to solve difficulty if the old way did not work out

Think rationally and choose wisely

Life

Life is difficult

It full of trump and failure

Bravery is important to solve difficulty

Encouragement and intelligent needed too

We live to create our own life

we should make our life interesting

if we die

we enter another world of life

Life never end

The cycle of life grow continuously

Generation will never end

Unless the world end

Life might be boring if we spend lots of time waiting

Imagination is important in Life

Imagination and action will make a good team

These will make the Life interesting

Colorful life will not appear by itself

Difference difficulty should be apply

When we solve one difficulty

We add a color in our Life

Let we control our life

Do not let life control us

Although it has tan of unknown difficulties

We should try our best to solve and make Life Colorful!

Curiosity

Curiosity kills the cat
There are trillion of unknown objects
But if we never dig
We will never know

Let be the curious cat
Let us know more than other
Let us become a full of knowledge cat
Let take the risks

Why Newton law appear?
Why Newton become famous?
Because of an apple?
Because of his curiosity?

Newton saw an apple drop from apple tree
He wonder why apple must drop to the ground not fly up
His curiosity activate and he starts to find answer
He found out about the gravity force and come out Newton Law
Because of this story and this Law
He become famous and his law become popular

If we do not have the curiosity heart
We are just like the frog under coconut shell

~~~~Frog??? Cat??? Newton??~~~~

cake

29.6.2010 Tuesday

Every time I enter my blog, I want to blog but I don't know what should I write about??

I have a happy family and hardworking boyfriend...

Today my title is cake~~~

Yesterday way my coursemate, Ray's birthday (23 Y O)

He yesterday celebrated his birthday with his girl...

Today is belated birthday to him and I am the one who choose the cake for him..

and two weeks before was yeeJun's birthdAY..

he also got a cake (cheese cake)...

I can even list what cake they get when their birthday~~~

Edmund- Choco-orange cake

Kia chun-Choco-banana cake

Yung Khoon-Choco-banana cake

weiBin-Tiramistu cake

we had celebrate their birthday with cake and mine was without cake~~~

But I think normal lo..

I recall that the first cake that my friends bought and gift me is when I form 5.

The first cake i received was cappuccino cake.. delicious cake it was...

after that, no more ( except family cake)

This year birthday was "special"...

I went to Lang Tengah with coursemate and they had bought some "sou pao" for me..

Just unpredictable it was.. they even record the celebration...

and everyone of their friends laugh at that and said the birthday girl so pity~~

The even most terrible is my bf's friend told my bf that that video so "xia sui(hokkian)"

And they say, should not be like that... should postpone the birthday or make it earlier..

I think they are right also..

Luckily that was my 20th birthday

and

they will never have chance to destroy my 21st birthday~~

I love cake so much (especially choco cake)

but

faith make cake and me always separate..

Every end of May (secondary) are holiday~~

Every end of May(Foudation and Degree) also holiday~~

so, just see... I will never receive free cake from other..

If I wan to eat, I have to buy~~

Lastly, I want thank you Swee Seong because he had bought me a choco ice-cream cake although I request it~~~

Besides, my family also bought me, sister and brother (3 of us) a orange cake~~~

and I hope my wedding cake will be each layer each favor...

hahaha~~~ yum yum~~~~

So.. This is about cake and me~~~

last day of 2009 n first day of 2010

01.01.2010 Friday~~

On 31/12/2009, My dear Seong Seong had came to Taiping to celebrate new year (2010) with me~~ I bring him to my house first when he reach Taiping... ^_^ Then we went to Old Town have our lunch, then after we went for cinema (Avatar)... After Cinema already 6 something, then we went to lake garden for our romantic walk n have dinner near by... After dinner, we went home n rest awhile.. then we went to night safari... We saw many animals but I think most of the animals already sleep (empty cage)... Due to the nightness, it is hard to take picture so... just take few of our photos... for memory of went to zoo (night safari)... we planned to stay at safari until 1200am, but at 1100pm, all ppl went out... So, have no idea.. we went out also.. then ride round the lake garden to find some parking place cause near the zoo... there was a countdown party... Round for 15 mins, there still have no parking place... but we had enter wrong way and enter to an Inn (hotel).... =.=''' when we u-turn out, there were police!!! SHIT~!!! then the police block us and check our ic... and one police ask my Seong Seong "awak mahu kahwin dia??" OMG!!!! They thought we had sex!! what a dump police.. go check the Inn customer list la!!! Idiot and crazy!!! after copy our ic number, we ride away from there.... I told seong seong that we went there once more time for treat the police.. But he refuse and keep angry the stupid police... damn... I think nobody have this memory like tat~~~ after turn one more time for parking and there were none.. we went home!!! T.T
On 01.01.2010... we went for breakfast then went home then went for cinema then he went back his hometown at1630pm... simple day n happy day on 01.01.2010... after he went back few hours... I start to miss him~~~ wanna hug him tightly and kiss him... But, I need to wait until 17/01/2010 (class start)
TO: Seong Seong Thank for accompany me on the last day of 2009 n the first day of 2010... I hope this year, we will able to celebrate like tat... I love you... and thank you for giving me a memorable day~~ FROM: Meow Meow

Trouble??

29.11.2009

Trouble?? This blog is for my coursemate name Tan Yung Khoon..
He have to choose between two lines..
If I were him, I will choose new~~~
I wan best thing for myself because I am a girl~~
N this is girl's nature...

and If I were Yung Khoon's best friend...
I will advice him not to choose between these...
and concentrate on the study..
He had skipped many classed because of the new...
and wasted his time~~
dont really understand wat he is thinking...
I think die for a girl is not worth~~ (although I , myself is a girl)
Because there are trillion girls outside...

If I were a guy,I rather die for on9 games or eating~!!!
enjoy life first~~^_^

When girl hurts u again and again...
Be aware because the next time she return, she might get use of u...
and who knows.. she will dump u again or for the last time until yr value is zero??!!!

Therefore, during study time..
better dont make yrself choose between various of choices....
cause it takes time even though just to make one choice~~

And u are not young anymore..
Time flyies without falling back ~~
Time will never stop for anyone~~

If I were u~~~
I will choose study ~~~
And
If u have only one choice, Just choose without regret~~~
And make her/him forever with u~~~

RIP

28.11.2009 Saturday

Blog... Sorry for neglected u for two months...
me have nothing to write nowadays...

During end of october, Jenny's grandpa pass away~~
but her mummy and brother ask me dont tell Jenny anything about that...
Then I just followd wat they said.. although I felt really really bad~~~
But her family worried about her preparation for her exam...
so, they dont wan tell her~~
Zhen Ni, sorry ya~~
I had to kept secret for yr good and yr parents promise...

During the time 15.11.2009, 0542am..
My grandfather pass away...
I missed my programming midtern test...
but luckily I can replace the test but with the more difficult one..
better than cannot replace, right??

During the fifth day, my grandpa pass away...
I dream about him~~~
He walked slowly like normal, but with pile look...
he walked pass by me.. but I called him(in dream)
then after I called, he walked towards me and asked me two question:
How are u and yr family??
and also have u eaten??

Me felt scared and awake~~ but refresh back..
actually he was my grandpa. so nothing to worry about....
I told my family and they said "is a good sign... and mayb he never went to the place u study and now he appear in yr dream to flied arround yr campus for visit..."
^_^... mayb~~ mayb~~~
So...
Rest In Peace, my dearest grand pa~~
If someone ask me.. DO u been love yr Grandpa??
I will answerL"Yes, I do !!"

NOT Gentleman~~

16.9.2009
Today is the second paper of my final exam....
English for Engineering test!
I felt very scare of this paper.. I fear of lack of time to finish this paper..
This paper is held at new block... BLOCK G!!!
The buildings there are very nice..
I sure the construction of the new building is different from the old block!
I will upload the photos of the new budiling very soon!!!

My coursemate!!! damn not gentleman!!!
I feel so hurt today!!!
KC just embarass me in front of other!!
I drop my file and my papers drop every where~~
I thought one of them might help me to pick up when I adjust the comfortable position to my hand holding paper..
BUT NO ONE OF THEM HELP ME!!!!

After I pick up the papers, one of them said:"If a pretty girl drops the paper, everyone sure fight to pick up those paper!!!" WTF!!!!
Even my boy friend didn't help me to pick up also!!!!
My tear nearly drop but no one know!!! T.T
All also not gentleman at all!!!

After this case, I just keep quiet before and after the exam...
sam, Me n ss eat lunch at 228, then the damn slow boss serve slow service, then my bag place at other table, not the same with Sam sitting and Ss sitting...
Then I jusy ask my bf to take my bag and place the same table as them..
Then, he said:"Aiyo, what also wan me to help!!!"
After I listen, I actually angry but still need to Q-up to pay the rice holding!!!
After paid, I got take my bag, then when I wanna take my bag that time, my bf took ad...
Then, I just say"NO NEED U HELP!!!"

After this, I will never ask him to help me to do anything~~~
So that, he will not say:"WHAT ALSO NEED ME TO HELP!!!" F.O~~~!!!!!
Who care about my feeling??
The sadness inside had come to a conclusion!!!
GUYS NORMALLY ARE NOT GENTLEMAN~~~~

DAMN~~ Fcuk!!

3x@m..T.T

090909 special day Wednesday

Saturday is the 1st day of exam..
the subject test.. is in Melay (Pendidikan Moral)

the 2nd subject is English in engineering on 16.09.2009
The 3rd subject is Circuit theory on 17.09.2009...
I very scare of this subject because although I know, I still not very sure that I know..
I have no confidence in this subject.
I very very very scare..
But I will try my best to study and remember all the formulae and proper steps...
the 4th subject is basic electronic on 19.09.2009
I feel this subject will cause me heart attack...
This subject exercise very easy, but the test and test very difficult!!!
Just try my best~~~
the last subject is programming on 28.09.2009
this subject is so much difficult compare foundation time..
haih... this subject I will study during the 9 days holiday~~~

Final, I will soon prepared!!!!!