Wednesday, July 4, 2012

谢谢你,祥

好久没有写关于你了,亲爱的祥
别人都说你对我不是很好,说你大男人。我觉得这真的是事实。每次只有你讲的比较对!不可原谅~虽然我是成绩没有你那么好,但不代表我每次说的东西都是不对的。除了大男人,霸道,吝啬,其实你也可以勉强算是好男友。

就好像去年我们说好去同一间公司,但由于我被比较好的公司录取时,我又答应了,你不但没有责怪我,你还说去啦。。我知道你是为了我才申请太平的公司,但我却抛弃你去槟城。你没有怪我,你知不知道我很难过;我真的宁愿你生气或责怪我骂我,至少我没有那么内疚。然后到最后你也陪了我去槟城。其实直到一年后,每当我想起这件事,我都会掉眼泪。我真的觉得我很自私,我为了不要让家人失望而抛弃你。祥,谢谢你!

这次的交换学生,我知道你也是当初为了我拒绝;后来我被问要不要去交换学生时,我很开心,但我没有马上答应因为要看看你怎么说。我知道你很想参与德国的交换学生,因为当你跟我说edmund跟你说一起报名时,你的表情很开心~~虽然你说故意气我的,但很明显你是开心的。我还偷偷掉眼泪。。因为当初想到要和你分开半年~~半年真的太久了。过后,你知道我答应Dr.Yeap后,你也追问你的妈妈,我当时觉得很开心因为你又再为了我。其实,全家人一直鼓励我去,如果我拒绝我真的很难在我家里生存。连我的妹妹都骂我因为我没有马上答应Dr.Yeap.她还说我傻,笨。总之骂到我好像1+1是什么都不知道的那种。T.T  所以,祥,谢谢你又再为了我做出决定!

我觉得男朋友真的没有十全十美的,如果完美的话,那就好像机器人哦(台剧: 绝对达令 --〉男主角:汪东城)别人说情侣在一起太久会厌倦,会闷,会慢慢淡。但,我觉得越看越爱!如果厌倦的话,我看可能还没有遇到真的爱的那位吧。
      

来到异国,虽然你没有什么到我的那一区找我,但至少我去找你时,你还会在做早餐,午餐给我吃。真的有一点点幸福。^_^先苦后甜就是这种感觉。我记得那天我买的那瓶酒,我喝了好像醉醉那样,一直跟你说话说不停。知道你讲我烦,但你还是一直有回复我,没有让我一直自言自语维持两小时。其实,蛮喜欢这种感觉,虽然大部分的对话,我不是很记得,但很有趣。。哈哈哈。。尤其是当你说:“你是要睡觉咩?去睡啦。。”这一句话,我看当天我应该是听了十多次吧。 :P 你越嫌我烦,我就越烦。。哈哈哈。。

祥,我希望我们能一直地在一起(是如果你想甩我的话,你试试看会有什么后果!!)最后想对你说:“祥,谢谢你为我做出的付出,以后还要更努力。还有,我爱你!!!"

Friday, June 29, 2012

Second week

时间过得真快,已经开始工作了两个星期。。
这两个星期学会了非常安静因为没有人陪我讲话。T.T
今天午餐时,一个人但幸好遇到Maria她也是一个人。。
我们两吃饱后还去品尝咖啡,今天真的很享受。。 ^_^
说到咖啡,我当然比较喜欢3 in 1的;这里卖的都是纯咖啡,很苦的。。
昨天,有位朋友,她说她的msn进不到,要借用我的msn来寄很重要的文件。
结果。。我借给她了。。
我在她用的同时,更改了password,不懂行得通吗,但就是改了。
今天,看到她的status说她的fb account被hack了~~~
真的被她炸到好厉害,难怪我要看她寄了什么时,都没有什么新的东西。
幸好我当场就换了密码。。希望没有中病毒还是什么的。
大家都好像很忙似的,我迟点也会忙起来的。。
还有programming要学,虽学过但很怕忘了怎样apply~~
这次一定要靠自己~~!!!
好久没有靠自己了,就从现在再次开始。
嘉欣,加油~~!!!

加油~~~ 加油~~~ 加油~~ 加油~~ 加油~~ ♥♥♥♥

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

怕怕~~~

明白妳的心意了。。。
谢谢让我看清楚妳~~
妳是那种永远不记得别人的好,而永远记得别人的过错的人~~
妳应该不懂妳一post这个,妳伤害了几多人。
再次希望妳早点觉悟吧。。

这是妳post的:
如果别人说你是假朋友,妳的感受是什么??

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Monday, June 25, 2012

变了?!!

今天听到她的消息
听说她变了!!
例如和男生朋友突然很靠近。
好像暧昧暧昧似的。

不懂妳是怕没有朋友还是怕寂寞?
为什么妳就是喜欢听假话?
为什么妳就是喜欢别人听你的话?
虽然妳口口声声说没事,好回了;
那为什么还作出一些幼稚的行为?
故意打电话问 B,其中三位在吗;
一知道C在,就和B说:“我不要吃午餐了,你们慢慢。”
你这样做,会搞到别人误会C,K,L好像不要和你好似的。
明明妳心里有鬼!!!!

还有明知道他喜欢妳,你还靠近他。
这是要给他假的希望还是要真心给他希望??
还是。。你只想要利用他参加这个或那个活动?
知道妳会说:“朋友而已” 。。
那你有没有考虑到他的感受,他一定会受伤的!!

希望妳能早点清醒吧!!!
不然,妳会得到暂时的朋友和失去曾经妳认为好朋友的朋友。

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Friday, June 22, 2012

为自己写一篇吧。。^_^

今天,住在Rengensburg的台湾朋友邀请去烤烧,但因为祥和Edmund都不能去,所以我也没有去了。觉得很对不起她们。。 T.T被拒绝的感受不好受。。。我明白的,所以真的很不好意思。不懂下次还会不会邀请我呢?期待吧。。

来到德国,我竟然发现我只期待第一和第二个月。我期待去别的国家玩,但最扫兴的事就是$!!!!!这里吃东西,如果在这里生活其实一点都不贵,但如果乘起来是蛮贵的。所以,我的晚餐都是自己煮的。昨天,我们都没去上班因为有搞文件的步棸,搞定好了,我们又走走了,最终我们找到华人店,里面有我们常吃的“maggie面”,你可要知道在这里不流行吃快熟面的,只流行pasta, spaghetti,wurst和等等。。我们四个开心到买了一些当晚餐。讲真,看到和买到快熟面真的很开心因为终于可以把从马来西亚带来的面给吃了又可以再进货(真的怕想念那味道,然后又没有得吃,你知道几难受吗?)

来了两个星期,我觉得我很成功因为没有肥到和没有瘦到,把自己照顾的很好!! ^_^V 祥和Edmund说自己瘦了,裤子松了会掉下来;然而pragash就一直吃吃吃,他说他肥了,所以我没有肥到也没有瘦到是好事来。如果我肥了,我看到班上一定说:“你们看,都说她一定会变肥的,一直吃吃吃吃!!” :P 但是,才第二个星期而已哦。。。


现在的气候热到半命!!!summer真的能跟马来西亚有的比,但是。。唯一不同的事,女生们都穿到很性感哦,男生们就有眼福。昨天在巴士站看到有男生没有穿衣和赤脚,但是他的身材就不是很美~~可惜!! T.T 没眼福。。改天吧,也许就碰到帅帅的,身材都超棒的!!期待着。。。。 ^..^ 其实外国人不管怎样都觉得不错的。过后,我看到有些很帅的配到的女朋友只是能看而已。真搞不懂~~~ @_@!!

在Regensburg这里,我觉得人都是不错的,会说hello,bye的。但,我知道不管怎眼在他们的眼里就是不会怎样特别尊重亚洲人。就好像明明知道我们不是德国人不会讲德语,他们不会主动用英文沟通,或许他们不会英文,但至少不是完全吧?让人不爽的是,买东西吃,明明是说套餐,setA,setB,明明就有包饮料,那个老板故意用德国说没有包饮料,还说要饮料,“要就1欧!” 真的很想打给他呕!!!所以,要靠运气碰碰看会不会遇到好人或热心人。在这里,我觉得做好事不要渴望别人会说谢谢,虽然是基本礼貌,我也知道我如果被对待好一定会道谢,但是有些人会觉得你碍事和你对他好是理所当然的。就好像那天下大雨,为一位老婆婆撑伞,她不但没有谢谢你还骂你碍路。可能我不是德国人吧,所以对我不是很客气,虽然觉得超级丢脸,但是还是坚持为她撑伞到避雨亭。自己的包包也湿了,还挨骂,但总算是过了自己那关吧。。 ^_^

       

Thursday, June 21, 2012

BLOG

Recently friends asked about my blog.
My blog site is turtle6282.blogspot.com

Why Turtle?
Is my action or response like turtle??
The answer definitely NOT!!!


I still remember clearly why I started to write a blog.
There were too many complicated and unhappy incidents happened.
And every times I was unhappy and moody, I will definitely hugging a turtle plushie.

Now, in Germany I do bring my turtle but the small size one.

The big size one is in Malaysia now enjoying its holiday without me. ^_^

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Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Sorry, my dearest blog.
I been abandoned you for so long until I forget about yr exit.

I was unhappy on the weekend (15 and 16 June 2012)
I been claimed to be bad person by a good friend.
She suspect and sent me a message saying I am bad person.
It was unfair to me cause the sentence of the words the person said to her was being twisted
and the most ridiculous thing is that
She believe and said I backstab her.
My heart was being hurt
I treated her as my good friend, but she just believed others rumours which not direct from my mouth.

Maybe my sentence might bring harm but that are not what I meant from my heart
If you are not very close to me, I felt is ok..
But...
I hope dearie, you will awake soon
Find those who treat you with their real heart
You may sooner or later find it they just worth you spending whole life to be friend with them.
A real friend will never be afraid to judge you from what you did wrong;
A real friend will never be shy in front of you;
A real friend will never watch you falling without lending his/her hand;
A real friend will never abandon you when you are sad. 

Be Strong but not heartless.
Be Brave but not cruel.
Stay Pretty but not proud.
Stay Gentle but not faking.

I still very cherish you as my good friend. I will always miss you, Dearie.. anime girls friendship Pictures, Images and Photos
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Saturday, December 11, 2010

Final exam

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My exam start after 7 hours~~ still got mood to write blog??!!
feel so nervous.. feel like I study less things~~
Hope the question will be easy~~

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Sorry~~

I promise my sister something~~
But I totally forgot!!!
I felt that I am old~~~
my memory is damn bad!!

Few days ago, my bf gave me the motor keys~~
Then I asked the motor keys from him again~~!!!
AND I Yell at him to give me that!!!
Then, he scold me loudly and finally found the key in my pocket!!!

This case is so shit!!!
I blame myself!!!
just a few minute stuffs and I had totally forgot!!!
I am so so so sorry, my dearest sister~~~
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Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Ian

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I D K

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I D K = I don't know
I seriously don't know what I doing or what should I do..
The study life so boring!!!
We learn and we apply~~~
What is the benefit???
Earn more money????

Sometimes, I really don't know what I interest in~~
It's too late to realize....
If i got chance to re+ choose...
I think I will choose something not so electronic ~~~
I am so not good in designing or installing...
I hate to find out what is the latest stuff....
I hate to calculate!!!
I hate I hate~~~~

where and what is my future??
I seriously don't know~~~
So lazy to know~~~
want to know about this stuff, this formula, this method, this person n bla bla bla~~~

I also don't know y choose this!!!
My daddy ask me so??
Maybe... so pressure!!!
I hate !!! I hate !!! I HATE!!!!!

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Thursday, November 11, 2010

Hospital AGAIN

Remember I wrote about the my daddy entered hospital on 7.11.2010?
This is because he got food poisoning
I do not know what had he ate
But until now, he still not completely well

On the second day, 8.11.2010 Grandma entered hospital AGAIN
This time is serious case
She vomit blood because her stomach had broken
she had over-hungry and cause stomach bleeding and finally break

She entered the hospital immediately
And she had her operation done at 2am on the 9.11.2010
Luckily there are no life danger
If not, my heart surely will cannot support the pain

Hope my dearest grandma woke up as soon as possible
and recover as soon as possible also
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Sunday, November 7, 2010

Hospital

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Why I write about Hospital?
This is because
my mummy visited the hospital on 20.6.2010
my grandma visited the hospital on 25.10.2010
and my daddy visited the hospital on 7.11.2010

My mummy entered hospital because got bang by a motor..
Luckily there were no coming lorry or car from the back~~
thank God!!!!
She take two months to recover...

My grandma entered hospital because she having high blood pressure..
She got fever then she only ate the fever medicine and had ignore the high blood medicine~~
She entered the hospital and take in 7 packs of glucose.. :)
She keep on felt sleepy until today~~

*NOTE:High blood people never stop taking the medicine until doctor allow!!!


My daddy entered hospital because he had difficulty to breath
He was healthy during th afternoon but don't know what reason, he just vomit n stomachache~
He suffered and finally cause difficulty to breath~~~
My mummy called the hospital emergency, but they refuse to bring my daddy to hospital~~~
I think if this really cause death, I will sue...
I do whatever I can to sue the damn hospital~~~
Luckily, my mummy was there to help my daddy and fetched him to the hospital~~!!!
And my daddy entered hospital and take in 2 packs of glucose~~

Thank GOD, everyone is safe~~~
God bless all my beloved~~~
God have mercy~~

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Me~~~

This is me recently ~~~
I become fatter and fatter~~
I don't know what is the reason~~
I just grow fatter and fatter~~


I hope I can get thinner In next half year
I hope I can get good result In next more than one month
I hope my grandma get healthier In tomorrow time
I hope My Hopes come true In next hour





Healthy ever After~~~

It is okay to be poor, the most important is our health condition

Saturday, November 6, 2010

MP4

I been attracted by this MP4... especially the pink colour one~~~
I fall in love with its pattern~~
I think I going to buy one pink colour 8gb soon~~~
Need to collect money to pay the bill~~~~
NWZ-E453/P-WALKMAN® MP3-E Series

Yeah~~~ Yeah ~~~ Yeah~~~