变了？！！

今天听到她的消息
听说她变了！！
例如和男生朋友突然很靠近。
好像暧昧暧昧似的。

不懂妳是怕没有朋友还是怕寂寞？
为什么妳就是喜欢听假话？
为什么妳就是喜欢别人听你的话？
虽然妳口口声声说没事，好回了；
那为什么还作出一些幼稚的行为？
故意打电话问 B，其中三位在吗；
一知道C在，就和B说：“我不要吃午餐了，你们慢慢。”
你这样做，会搞到别人误会C,K,L好像不要和你好似的。
明明妳心里有鬼！！！！

还有明知道他喜欢妳，你还靠近他。
这是要给他假的希望还是要真心给他希望？？
还是。。你只想要利用他参加这个或那个活动？
知道妳会说：“朋友而已” 。。
那你有没有考虑到他的感受，他一定会受伤的！！

希望妳能早点清醒吧！！！
不然，妳会得到暂时的朋友和失去曾经妳认为好朋友的朋友。

为自己写一篇吧。。^_^

今天，住在Rengensburg的台湾朋友邀请去烤烧，但因为祥和Edmund都不能去，所以我也没有去了。觉得很对不起她们。。 T.T被拒绝的感受不好受。。。我明白的，所以真的很不好意思。不懂下次还会不会邀请我呢？期待吧。。

来到德国，我竟然发现我只期待第一和第二个月。我期待去别的国家玩，但最扫兴的事就是$!!!!!这里吃东西，如果在这里生活其实一点都不贵，但如果乘起来是蛮贵的。所以，我的晚餐都是自己煮的。昨天，我们都没去上班因为有搞文件的步棸，搞定好了，我们又走走了，最终我们找到华人店，里面有我们常吃的“maggie面”，你可要知道在这里不流行吃快熟面的，只流行pasta, spaghetti,wurst和等等。。我们四个开心到买了一些当晚餐。讲真，看到和买到快熟面真的很开心因为终于可以把从马来西亚带来的面给吃了又可以再进货（真的怕想念那味道，然后又没有得吃，你知道几难受吗？）

来了两个星期，我觉得我很成功因为没有肥到和没有瘦到，把自己照顾的很好!! ^_^V 祥和Edmund说自己瘦了，裤子松了会掉下来；然而pragash就一直吃吃吃，他说他肥了，所以我没有肥到也没有瘦到是好事来。如果我肥了，我看到班上一定说：“你们看，都说她一定会变肥的，一直吃吃吃吃！！” :P 但是，才第二个星期而已哦。。。

现在的气候热到半命!!!summer真的能跟马来西亚有的比，但是。。唯一不同的事，女生们都穿到很性感哦，男生们就有眼福。昨天在巴士站看到有男生没有穿衣和赤脚，但是他的身材就不是很美~~可惜!! T.T 没眼福。。改天吧，也许就碰到帅帅的，身材都超棒的！！期待着。。。。 ^..^ 其实外国人不管怎样都觉得不错的。过后，我看到有些很帅的配到的女朋友只是能看而已。真搞不懂~~~ @_@!!

在Regensburg这里，我觉得人都是不错的，会说hello,bye的。但，我知道不管怎眼在他们的眼里就是不会怎样特别尊重亚洲人。就好像明明知道我们不是德国人不会讲德语，他们不会主动用英文沟通，或许他们不会英文，但至少不是完全吧？让人不爽的是，买东西吃，明明是说套餐，setA,setB,明明就有包饮料，那个老板故意用德国说没有包饮料，还说要饮料，“要就1欧！” 真的很想打给他呕！！！所以，要靠运气碰碰看会不会遇到好人或热心人。在这里，我觉得做好事不要渴望别人会说谢谢，虽然是基本礼貌，我也知道我如果被对待好一定会道谢，但是有些人会觉得你碍事和你对他好是理所当然的。就好像那天下大雨，为一位老婆婆撑伞，她不但没有谢谢你还骂你碍路。可能我不是德国人吧，所以对我不是很客气，虽然觉得超级丢脸，但是还是坚持为她撑伞到避雨亭。自己的包包也湿了，还挨骂，但总算是过了自己那关吧。。 ^_^

       

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BLOG

Recently friends asked about my blog.

My blog site is turtle6282.blogspot.com

Why Turtle?
Is my action or response like turtle??
The answer definitely NOT!!!


I still remember clearly why I started to write a blog.
There were too many complicated and unhappy incidents happened.

And every times I was unhappy and moody, I will definitely hugging a turtle plushie.

Now, in Germany I do bring my turtle but the small size one.

The big size one is in Malaysia now enjoying its holiday without me. ^_^

Sorry, my dearest blog.
I been abandoned you for so long until I forget about yr exit.

I was unhappy on the weekend (15 and 16 June 2012)
I been claimed to be bad person by a good friend.
She suspect and sent me a message saying I am bad person.
It was unfair to me cause the sentence of the words the person said to her was being twisted
and the most ridiculous thing is that
She believe and said I backstab her.
My heart was being hurt
I treated her as my good friend, but she just believed others rumours which not direct from my mouth.

Maybe my sentence might bring harm but that are not what I meant from my heart
If you are not very close to me, I felt is ok..
But...
I hope dearie, you will awake soon
Find those who treat you with their real heart
You may sooner or later find it they just worth you spending whole life to be friend with them.
A real friend will never be afraid to judge you from what you did wrong;
A real friend will never be shy in front of you;

A real friend will never watch you falling without lending his/her hand;

A real friend will never abandon you when you are sad. 

Be Strong but not heartless.
Be Brave but not cruel.
Stay Pretty but not proud.
Stay Gentle but not faking.

I still very cherish you as my good friend. I will always miss you, Dearie..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yDhxKVuVYaY

Final exam

My exam start after 7 hours~~ still got mood to write blog??!!

feel so nervous.. feel like I study less things~~
Hope the question will be easy~~

Sorry~~

I promise my sister something~~

But I totally forgot!!!
I felt that I am old~~~
my memory is damn bad!!

Few days ago, my bf gave me the motor keys~~

Then I asked the motor keys from him again~~!!!

AND I Yell at him to give me that!!!

Then, he scold me loudly and finally found the key in my pocket!!!

This case is so shit!!!
I blame myself!!!

just a few minute stuffs and I had totally forgot!!!

I am so so so sorry, my dearest sister~~~

Ian

I D K

I D K = I don't know

I seriously don't know what I doing or what should I do..

The study life so boring!!!

We learn and we apply~~~

What is the benefit???

Earn more money????

Sometimes, I really don't know what I interest in~~

It's too late to realize....

If i got chance to re+ choose...

I think I will choose something not so electronic ~~~

I am so not good in designing or installing...

I hate to find out what is the latest stuff....

I hate to calculate!!!

I hate I hate~~~~

where and what is my future??
I seriously don't know~~~
So lazy to know~~~

want to know about this stuff, this formula, this method, this person n bla bla bla~~~

I also don't know y choose this!!!

My daddy ask me so??

Maybe... so pressure!!!

I hate !!! I hate !!! I HATE!!!!!

Hospital AGAIN

Remember I wrote about the my daddy entered hospital on 7.11.2010?

This is because he got food poisoning

I do not know what had he ate

But until now, he still not completely well

On the second day, 8.11.2010 Grandma entered hospital AGAIN

This time is serious case

She vomit blood because her stomach had broken

she had over-hungry and cause stomach bleeding and finally break

She entered the hospital immediately

And she had her operation done at 2am on the 9.11.2010

Luckily there are no life danger

If not, my heart surely will cannot support the pain

Hope my dearest grandma woke up as soon as possible

and recover as soon as possible also

Hospital

Why I write about Hospital?

This is because

my mummy visited the hospital on 20.6.2010

my grandma visited the hospital on 25.10.2010

and my daddy visited the hospital on 7.11.2010

My mummy entered hospital because got bang by a motor..

Luckily there were no coming lorry or car from the back~~

thank God!!!!

She take two months to recover...

My grandma entered hospital because she having high blood pressure..

She got fever then she only ate the fever medicine and had ignore the high blood medicine~~

She entered the hospital and take in 7 packs of glucose.. :)

She keep on felt sleepy until today~~

*NOTE:High blood people never stop taking the medicine until doctor allow!!!

My daddy entered hospital because he had difficulty to breath

He was healthy during th afternoon but don't know what reason, he just vomit n stomachache~

He suffered and finally cause difficulty to breath~~~

My mummy called the hospital emergency, but they refuse to bring my daddy to hospital~~~

I think if this really cause death, I will sue...

I do whatever I can to sue the damn hospital~~~

Luckily, my mummy was there to help my daddy and fetched him to the hospital~~!!!

And my daddy entered hospital and take in 2 packs of glucose~~

Thank GOD, everyone is safe~~~

God bless all my beloved~~~

God have mercy~~

Me~~~

This is me recently ~~~
I become fatter and fatter~~
I don't know what is the reason~~
I just grow fatter and fatter~~

I hope I can get thinner In next half year
I hope I can get good result In next more than one month

I hope my grandma get healthier In tomorrow time

I hope My Hopes come true In next hour

Healthy ever After~~~

It is okay to be poor, the most important is our health condition

MP4

I been attracted by this MP4... especially the pink colour one~~~

I fall in love with its pattern~~

I think I going to buy one pink colour 8gb soon~~~

Need to collect money to pay the bill~~~~

Yeah~~~ Yeah ~~~ Yeah~~~

Cho1c3

"As u choose yr bed , u must lie on it"

What This mean??

Did u read "The road NOT taken" before ?

The choice u made is the bed or the road u choose.

Many People regret on what they had choose

Many people suffer from the choice they made

In the opposite, many people are happy on their choice

Why are they suffer, they regret and why they happy??

Since u made yr choice, there are no way to go back

It took decade years to move on from the way u choose

If wan return to start, it took another decade years

Why should waste time to return??

There are no free meal at anywhere

If u work hard to get money, u will free from hunger

If u just wait for someone gift u free meal, u will die because of hunger

Simple theory~~~

Difficulty is meant to be solved

There are no die way but wrong way when solve any difficulties

Think of other possible ways to solve difficulty if the old way did not work out

Think rationally and choose wisely

Life

Life is difficult

It full of trump and failure

Bravery is important to solve difficulty

Encouragement and intelligent needed too

We live to create our own life

we should make our life interesting

if we die

we enter another world of life

Life never end

The cycle of life grow continuously

Generation will never end

Unless the world end

Life might be boring if we spend lots of time waiting

Imagination is important in Life

Imagination and action will make a good team

These will make the Life interesting

Colorful life will not appear by itself

Difference difficulty should be apply

When we solve one difficulty

We add a color in our Life

Let we control our life

Do not let life control us

Although it has tan of unknown difficulties

We should try our best to solve and make Life Colorful!

Curiosity

Curiosity kills the cat
There are trillion of unknown objects
But if we never dig
We will never know

Let be the curious cat
Let us know more than other
Let us become a full of knowledge cat
Let take the risks

Why Newton law appear?
Why Newton become famous?
Because of an apple?
Because of his curiosity?

Newton saw an apple drop from apple tree
He wonder why apple must drop to the ground not fly up
His curiosity activate and he starts to find answer
He found out about the gravity force and come out Newton Law
Because of this story and this Law
He become famous and his law become popular

If we do not have the curiosity heart
We are just like the frog under coconut shell

~~~~Frog??? Cat??? Newton??~~~~